I started this blog years ago but never really did anything with it. But, I've decided to start it up again. I realized I have alot to share. I've had and continue to have alot of trials in my life.
You may not have all my trials in your life but, if you connect with me in just one area then I hope I can help you in someway. You are not alone like I thought for many years.
So today I sit here pondering my life and what I've gone through in my life. Life hasn't been easy and I suffer from C- PTSD (chronic post traumatic stress disorder). In other words I'm in constant stress in my life because of all the trauma I've been through. I'm not going to repeat all my trauma here. Go back and read my introduction. I also live with my undiagnosed bipolar husband. This causes some conflict and stress at times.
He just had one of his outbursts. He gets upset over something minor but ends up in a full blown outburst of emotions. I love him so much but it's hard to deal with this.
I'm going to try to work on this blog every day or every few days at least. I'm also going to try to hit on several different topics or stressors in my life. Because I realize not everyone reading this will have every one of my experiences but they might have at least one of my experiences. So whether you've had sexual abuse, child abuse, domestic violence or anything else I've been though. I hope you can relate to me in someone and that I may help you in someway.